Come Wake Me Up
Sunday 03 October 2010
by: William Rivers Pitt, t r u t h o u t | Op-Ed

(Photo: IanJMatchett)
A poem I have loved a long time has been swirling in my head these last days, and I have been trying to figure out why. There may be no reason for it. If your brain is anything like mine, you have a Nonsense Channel that broadcasts 24/7/365. Sometimes, the signal is weak, a snatch of song or an advertisement jingle playing in the far corner of your mind. Other times, the signal is like a klaxon, and it doesn't have to make sense. Just the other day, and for no reason whatsoever, I had Arnold Schwarzenegger yelling "Get to the chopper!" in my head, and it wouldn't go away until I got the chance to use it in a joke. Someone said, "Let's get going," and I fired out the Arnold line, and everybody laughed, and the signal went away. So it goes, right?
The poem in my head has definitely been playing on the loud end of the spectrum. I memorized it many years ago, and have lately been whispering it to myself by rote:
Keep me from going to sleep too soon
Or if I go to sleep too soon
Come wake me up. Come any hour
Of night. Come whistling up the road.
Stomp on the porch. Bang on the door.
Make me get out of bed and come
And let you in and light a light.
Tell me the northern lights are on
And make me look. Or tell me clouds
Are doing something to the moon
They never did before, and show me.
See that I see. Talk to me till
I'm half as wide awake as you
And start to dress wondering why
I ever went to bed at all.
Tell me the walking is superb.
Not only tell me but persuade me.
You know I'm not too hard persuaded.
The poem is called "Summons," and is by a man named Robert Francis, who was a devotee of Robert Frost. It means many things to me. In my courting days, I would give this poem to a girl if I really liked her and wanted her to know it. After I learned what love is, I kept it to myself, because it felt too huge inside me to share. In it, I find my youth - reckless, night-happy, open to anything and bursting with life - as well as my wisdom - reckless, night-happy, open to anything and fully aware of the value to be found in all that surrounds me.
So why did my mind decide to start broadcasting this poem all of a sudden? Part of it, I suspect, has to do with the fact that I have not yet shared it with my wife, whom I adore, who is all of my reasons, and whom I have thought of ceaselessly since these lines began rotating through my head. I will take care of that tonight. But I am a writer of politics, a chronicler of the times, and if personal history is any guide, my mind has a larger motive at work.
"Summons" is about love, simply. The voice in the lines could be a man, a woman, black, white, gay, straight, American, immigrant, old, young...the person being addressed could likewise be a man, a woman, black, white, gay, straight, American, immigrant, old, young...there is no evidence to prove or disprove any assumption. The person asked to come stomp on the porch could be a lover, a wife, simply a friend, or even a stranger; the relationship is not established, which leaves the work wide open to any and every interpretation.
But it is above all else about love: love of the open heart, of the one who comes with that summons, of the moonlight and the night, of the wild urge to run and see and breathe and be, of the drive to experience all there is to be found, and not alone, but with that un-named other who is loved as much as the moonlight and the night and the lighting of the light.
The lighting of the light. That is the hook for me, always has been.
It is about love, an emotion and a devotion that has been sorely lacking in this country of ours, and I think, perhaps, that is the reason behind this particular broadcast. Five gay teenagers - Tyler Clementi, Justin Aaberg, Billy Lucas, Asher Brown and Seth Walsh - killed themselves in the last month after enduring a sustained onslaught of bullying because they were gay. A Town Supervisor in New York wants bodies removed from a local cemetery because the deceased were Muslim. Tea Partiers in Medicare-funded scooters want to annihilate funding for the care of other people's woes, because those other people are not them.
It goes on.
America is hard. Nowhere in human history has any place made the deliberate choice to take all comers, to throw open the doors to any and all who want something better and are willing to play by the rules...probably because doing so is an invitation to bedlam.
Think about it: this country opened its arms to (or stole outright) people from every point on the compass, and in the aftermath is this ultimate hope that the founding concepts can encompass all the baggage of hatred, racism, bigotry, rage and ancestral violence that made the American idea attractive in the first place. Let's throw 'em all together, African-American and straight-up African and Latino/Hispanic and Native American and Russian and Indian and Chinese and Japanese and Vietnamese and Laotian and Cambodian and Korean and Albanian and Serb and Croat and Montenegran and Greek and Italian and Turk and Saudi and Egyptian and Iraqi and Lebanese and Palestinian and German and Irish and Scot and English and French and Cajun and Sunni and Shia and Kurd and, oh yeah, Sarah Palin's good ol' White Americans who think they've been here forever because, well, they tend to be not so bright on history...
...throw them all together under a Constitution and a set of laws, and hope it all works out.
That's America, especially today. It's a bloody mess, a mix of every race, religion, tribe, faction and long-long-long-standing grudge that has ever existed on the planet, right here, right in your neighborhood, and all around you at all times.
It is one hell of an experiment we are all a part of, more mind-bogglingly complex today than the genius of the Framers could have ever encompassed. But somehow, the genius of those Framers created a framework to hold it all together, to give it a way to self-improve, to become a better place. It is your country, and mine, and no amount of cynical obfuscation or wedge-issue politicking or media-driven divisiveness can alter that fact. We are outrageously complex as a people, and all we have in common are a few old pieces of parchment telling us our primary right is to life, liberty and the pursuit of happiness.
Ridiculous to think that is enough. Ridiculous to think that love is the solution to what ails us, no matter what John Lennon says. Ridiculous, but possible. Love isn't the answer, but it is the beginning.
Love your country.
Love your fellow man and woman.
Love the possibilities before us.
Love what we have done.
Love what we can do, together.
Light that light.
It is all too easy to despair of America in these dark days. But I am waiting for America, for all of us, to show me despair is not in us. I am waiting for someone to stomp on my porch, to bang on the door, to light a light, to tell me the walking is superb. I'm waiting for you, because you are the one you've been waiting for all this time.
Come on, America. Show me. You know I'm not too hard persuaded.

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only in dreams!
Sun, 10/03/2010 - 09:35 — Anonymous (not verified)only in dreams!
"To stomp on my porch, to
Sun, 10/03/2010 - 09:40 — Vic Anderson (not verified)"To stomp on my porch, to bang on the door, to light a light, to tell me the walking is superb"? First, we must fire all the FBI agents coming out from the pitch At US!
The ones who shine the light
Sun, 10/03/2010 - 10:25 — KLeeTruthseeker (not verified)The ones who shine the light in the darkness are the wistleblowers. Few are punished more thoroughly and methodically than these heros. As a group they remain nameless and faceless victims and anyone who encourages such action should examine their conscience (for they are asking people to probably destroy their lives) and at least get into the fight to protect the bearers of vision. A stomp on the porch in Iraq, Afghanistan, Pakistan, etc.; is usually a prelude to tragedy. I understand the need for a break from so much bad news, but you can't hide in such places.
But is it really necessary
Sun, 10/03/2010 - 10:59 — Living on Indian LⒶnd (not verified)But is it really necessary to have the top-down power structure of the State and arbitrary laws drawn up by a privileged elite for us to love one another, provide for the needy, and welcome with open arms anyone who wishes to join a free society?
This status quo is ingrained as the only possible reality, but that mindset is a fallacy. You can keep waiting for the mythical America of the Framers' dreams, but it will never come because it's based on a faulty premise.
"America is hard. Nowhere in
Sun, 10/03/2010 - 11:16 — Anonymous (not verified)"America is hard. Nowhere in human history has any place made the deliberate choice to take all comers, to throw open the doors to any and all who want something better and are willing to play by the rules...probably because doing so is an invitation to bedlam."
I just hope you know this is total nonsense and the only reason the "doors were thrown wide open" is to get cheap, immigrant labor in the fields or battlefields when they couldn't get slaves.
It's false to claim that
Sun, 10/03/2010 - 11:17 — Anonymous (not verified)It's false to claim that Native Americans live under the US Constitution just as it's misleading to say that African-Americans decided to come here.
Wow. I love this poem. I am
Sun, 10/03/2010 - 12:03 — KO (not verified)Wow. I love this poem. I am the person stomping on the porch, shaking my friends awake. I get discouraged when they seem annoyed. But I never lose hope that they will want to see what I'm seeing this time.
It is a great poem! Thanks
Sun, 10/03/2010 - 13:52 — Anonymous (not verified)It is a great poem! Thanks for listening when your heart told your mind to share it.
As someone who sometimes faces the tiredness that's part of being prone to depression, but is buoyed by the support, friendship and love of those who -- "Keep me from going to sleep too soon, Or if I go to sleep too soon, Come wake me up." -- I was very moved by it!
My personality is NOT depressed even when my body IS!
In times like these it is good to encourage each other to 'wake up', see the reality of what is going on around us (NOT the 'corporate-owned media version', but the REAL reality) AND share it! In the sharing we express the caring. Gratitude to you for sharing. ~ M.
Mr Pitt, I have read many of
Sun, 10/03/2010 - 14:23 — BruceB (not verified)Mr Pitt, I have read many of your pieces on Truthout, and this is by far and away my favorite. This is because it aspires to love, instead of a derogatory grilling of someone when you want accountability. Accountability is necessary as is confrontation. But derogatory is all to often used to belittle someone with whom we disagree.
Sorry, wish I could be more
Sun, 10/03/2010 - 15:05 — A true patriot (not verified)Sorry, wish I could be more optimistic. But at the rate Amerika is going, someday the stomping on our porches could be from jackboots and the banging on our doors might be from fascist thugs breaking them down to haul away progressive Enemies of the State to join the ranks of the "disappeared".
Think it can't happen here? Prove me wrong America! Please, prove me wrong.
If the banksters fail, we
Sun, 10/03/2010 - 16:15 — JadeQueen (not verified)If the banksters fail, we will still send food to dumps and to sewers, flaring off the resultant gas, until we learn to heat hot-tub/greenhouses instead. Alan Grayson's stories of fraudulent takings are sobering. On the other hand, if you go to transition sites, people are growing and trading tons of food, even in Boston (Eric Toensmier, of Edible Forest Garden fame). Going off-grid is tough in populated areas, but I recently got a message from a Dutch guy doing it at parity, no tax credits. Ingenuity and accountability happen, as will decentralization. I'm still holding out for a bean/solar-cell currency standard. The Chinese should like that since they build so many cells. We can do beans here.
Finally, WRP has come back
Sun, 10/03/2010 - 16:39 — Aim (not verified)Finally, WRP has come back to his senses again! He was out there very angry for a while, but he is back to his good and caring self again! Thank goodness! Its what we need now more than ever. Love to combat the angry!
Mr. Pitt, I am an admirer of
Sun, 10/03/2010 - 16:42 — Ryan langemeyer (not verified)Mr. Pitt, I am an admirer of your writings and have been glad to see you get mad lately. However, I cannot agree with this piece. Since the 1940's the US has been increasingly under the heal of the CIA/Financial Elite. They are one in the same. The only true hope that the US has is to destroy both by dismantling the military/industrial/intelligence complex. We are already experiencing the daily creep of fascism into our lives, and stronger (fascist) measures are well on their way. And then, we know that that will never happen. They have the money, the military, the police, the laws, and the politicians all on their side. Organized protesters are being harassed and, as noted above, whistle blowers are imprisoned and/or have their lives destroyed. Every single industry is corrupted beyond repair. This grand experiment is over. It is far better to consider moving to a new country where democracy and social contracts still mean something. South America has many such experiments under way. The sooner we all get there and form Lincoln Brigades to fight off the CIA supported coup attempts (see Ecuador, Honduras and Venezuela), the sooner the world will have hope.
Mr Pitt- thanks for keeping
Sun, 10/03/2010 - 20:04 — Charlene A.D.S (not verified)Mr Pitt- thanks for keeping this poem in your heart and breaking it out when people need it most. It is gorgeous poetry, as is the rest of the piece you wrote here. When people decide to participate in what feels like the impossible: bringing equality and fairness, amidst corruption and unrelenting political greed, it is life-giving to slow down and have a sip of water.Thank you for that.
Wm. look at this country. A
Sun, 10/03/2010 - 20:32 — Matthew (not verified)Wm. look at this country. A genocide of Native People was undertaken to make it. Look at the silence surrounding these crimes. Do you really think there is 1. hope or 2. reason at work any where in significant measure anywhere in the existing social fabric?
Beautiful, Will. As you say,
Sun, 10/03/2010 - 21:08 — Paul W (not verified)Beautiful, Will. As you say, love is not the solution to everything, in spite of John. But start with 'All you need is love', and you won't go far wrong. Jesus said the same thing, as I recall. Love the poem, will print it and hang it on the fridge, to remind me every day. Thanks much.
Thank you. There will be a
Mon, 10/04/2010 - 00:42 — RoughAcres (not verified)Thank you.
There will be a lot of comments on this (obviously there are already) that go off on some personal, political bias... but I wanted you to know that I found this profound. It is the least political, yet the most powerful, statement you've ever written. It IS within our power to change the world, if we only just shake off our slumber -- and let in the friend at the door.
And by the way: 'angry' will be needed as long as there are moneychangers in the temple.
What a precious gift.
Mon, 10/04/2010 - 10:25 — Mark Bryant (not verified)What a precious gift.
Thank you.
A friend sent me this link
Mon, 10/04/2010 - 19:48 — Lee W. (not verified)A friend sent me this link and urged me to read this great poem. I was only three or four words into it before recognizing it as a poem I fell in love with some 40 years ago.
The line that touches me most is "See that I see." I am sometimes the porch stomper, often the sleeper; but even while I may grumble and squint, I really want you to rouse me. Don't stop waking, irritating, urging, pushing, insisting, showing. Don't let me pull the covers back up over my head.
See that I see.
Thank you so much for this sweet remembrance. This is a verse that should never die.
Thank you, Professor Pitt .
Tue, 10/12/2010 - 12:55 — Frances in California (not verified)Thank you, Professor Pitt . . . one of the most "Awake" individuals in America today. It's hard to be Awake in America today; watching it all crumble, helpless to prevent it because the opposition has all the money and all the thugs . . . yet, Will R. Pitt comes back again and again, waxing lyrical in the face of the Unending Angst. I've known since the George W. Bush snow-job in 2000 that we are a Nation of Lotus Eaters (when we can't medicate with TV, we have the FDA give us all kindsa legal drugs and makes us buy insurance whether we can afford it or not . . .). Waking the Lotus Eaters is always unpleasant for the Waker; Will R. Pitt never hesitates however. It must be hard on his poet's soul because the first thing Lotus Eaters do when you wake 'em is to attack the one what woke 'em. They don't get around to "Thanks; I needed that" until they figure out how to survive awake, some time later. So, thanks, Professor, for the soft light that rouses gently; may you never sleep but always get the rest you need.