My Name Is Ed. I'm a Racist

by: Ed Kinane, t r u t h o u t | Op-Ed

My Name Is Ed. I'm a Racist
(Photo: thivierr; Edited: Lance Page / t r u t h o u t)

Alcoholics Anonymous knows that recovery requires acknowledging one's illness; denial cripples recovery. What follows isn't about drinking, but about a more cunning disease. Before I say more, I want to introduce myself: "My name is Ed. I'm a racist."

No, I'm not flaunting my bigotry, nor succumbing to guilt. I'm acknowledging that I've been deeply conditioned by a society permeated with racism. For a white person raised in the US, racism recovery demands persistent mindfulness. It's the task of a lifetime.

Admitting you're an alcoholic is hard; likewise admitting to racism. Conveniently, our standard notion of racism features behavior we avoid. We "know" we're not racist because we shun ethnic slurs; we wince at the N-word.

The flipside of this (necessary but insufficient) standard is our widely held, but rarely examined, notion of anti-racism. Again, we "know" we're anti-racist because, in my case for example, back in the eighties we organized against South African apartheid. Or because recently we contributed to Haitian earthquake relief.

But such notions of racism/anti-racism don't go deep enough. It takes work to fathom racism's breadth and subtlety and to perceive the social and economic forces fostering the de facto segregation that warps our social fabric.

Equally essential, we must recognize and resist the racism pervading US foreign policy. The Pentagon's current military adventures - whether in Iraq, Afghanistan, Pakistan, Yemen or Somalia - were foreshadowed, in the 19th century, by relentless Indian wars and by US invasions of Mexico and the Philippines.

This generations-old war machine has never had much use for the lives of peoples of color. It's no accident that its numerous invasions and interventions invariably target nonwhite people.

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In my first 14 years of school, I had only two black classmates; despite over 18 years of schooling I never had a black teacher. I was 19 before I had a personal conversation with a black person. My early college days were spent in a lovely ivy enclave set off by walls and rent-a-cops from the black and brown ghetto at its gate.

Demoralized by the irrelevance of my courses, I dropped out. Thanks not only to family connections, but also to the sixties building boom in my hometown, I could work construction. In Syracuse's 15th Ward, "urban renewal" drove thousands of blacks out of what was becoming prime real estate. The forced relocation demolished a vibrant black ghetto.

Despite that boom, few blacks could break into the construction trades; there wasn't a single black in our union local. None of us challenged the arrangement. Forty-five years later, not much has changed here: few black contractors can bid on even modest building jobs.

It's no wonder that in the early eighties, when I hitchhiked through South Africa, it seemed like home. And last spring when I spent a month in Israel and the Occupied Territories, that European colony also felt like home. [See my July '09 Peace Newsletter article, "Life in the Bubble: At Home in the Israeli Settler State."]

Basic to these segregated societies and to our militarism is what poet Adrienne Rich calls solipsism. In philosophy, solipsism is the theory that the self is the only reality: you exist only as a figment of my imagination.

Rich speaks, in particular, of white solipsism: a cultural egoism, which assumes - quite unconsciously - that only white history or discovery or suffering or interests have merit and standing. Most white folks - whether in South Africa or Israel or here - grow up in white neighborhoods going to white schools and consuming white-controlled media. This is how we internalize white "reality."

For many of us, the solipsism that denies or demeans or destroys did not originate with racism. It began, historically and personally, before we were exposed to ethnic diversity. While being molded for roles defined by gender, boys acquire the parallel male solipsism of a patriarchal culture. Sexism precedes racism, grinding the lens that makes our racist outlook second nature. Sexist behavior provides an ongoing rehearsal for our racist performance.

When we were young, we had little control over our enculturation and so weren't to blame for such tunnel vision. But now that we're grown, we are responsible for the kinds of callousness and exclusivity we choose to honor. Many of us eagerly - or obliviously - float along the mainstream that invalidates the lives of people of color. Their labor and their living conditions, their needs and their pain, their gifts and their rights, are systematically negated, rendered invisible, rendered mute.

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White solipsism helps explain the foreign policy double standard which regards only political violence aimed at whites as "terrorism." Since World War II, few whites have been victims of aerial warfare: no wonder few here see such warfare as the cowardly terrorism it is.

Although the pundits glibly link "terrorism" to Islam, they never call Congress or Bush/Clinton/Bush/Obama terrorists when they squander billions invading Islamic oil lands or when (say) US drone aircraft assassinate those resisting the invasion and occupation. Or when those unmanned drones kill civilians willy-nilly.

In the moral calculus of white America, the tens - maybe hundreds - of thousands of slain Iraqis or Afghans barely exist. Even we who actively oppose US militarism in West Asia and the Mid East often ignore the racism at its heart.

To overcome our "isms," we could curb our overconsumption and our overeager embrace of privilege. We could shed our patterns of exclusivity, bursting the bubble of self-reinforced segregation.

Through cross-cultural study and solidarity work, we could better understand the human condition - especially that of the huge majority of our species who aren't white, who aren't affluent, who don't blackmail the globe with aerial warfare and nuclear terror.

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Ed Kinane is a native Syracusan. He opposes his hometown hosting the tools of terrorism. Reach him at edkinane@verizon.net. Ed also suggests you ask your local library to order P.W. Singer's "Wired for War: the Robotics Revolution and Conflict in the 21st Century" (Penguin, 2009). Be sure to read chapter 9, "The Refuseniks: The Roboticists Who Just Say No."


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Its ironic in a way: when

Its ironic in a way: when our current president was elected, there was a sense that as a nation we had officially left racism behind us, a relic of our past history as a nation. If anything, the time since then has laid bare just how deeply ingrained it still is in our national psychology. We have seen the wave of optimism over the election of our first black president wane out into a wave of fear and skepticism, and even in a few cases, outright violence. We thought we had come so far, now we see just how far we have to go.



Racism always depends who &

Racism always depends who & where you are - for Brazilian indians all non-indians are 'brancos' white men, be they black, white or yellow. Branco is synonimous with some outsider who is invading & seeking to dominate their territory. I imagine that for Iraquis, Pakistanis, Afghanis, American is probably a blanket term with the same significance as branco ... the outsider who has come to rob you, kill your children, deplete your resources... for most of Latin America, probably most of the world this is true. So what if the president is black ... just another branco



This kind of stuff is

This kind of stuff is positively psychopathological. It reeks of craven masochism.

The assumption is that only whites are “racist.” Truth be told, they’re the least “racist” people on Earth, if by “racist” you mean ethnocentric, or putting one’s own kind first. Go preach “diversity” to the Asians, and they’ll laugh in your face.

So -- my name is Mike. I've lived with "diversity" all my life, and this has taught me that we're not all the same. If that makes me a “racist,” so be it. I’ll be sleeping soundly tonight.



I think that for the most

I think that for the most part any person in this society who thinks they don't suffer from some sort of white supremacy/white chauvinism is fooling themselves.
And it is not enough to say I know it is bad and wrong and therefore I must change my ideology. There has to be a basis for changing these backward and dangerous ideas.
With the equality of poverty rapidly affecting both white and black working classes the basis for unity finally is emerging. Every attack on the standard of living is carried out on the minorities first. When successful they are then applied to all of society.
But Black nationalism and White Chauvinism are two sides of the same tarnished coin. Both prevent unity and progress. Black nationalism is a reaction and response to White Chauvinism and can't be eliminated till we eliminate White Chauvinism first.



Racism is everywhere, and I

Racism is everywhere, and I for one do not see it as all that bad. When in Harare Zimbabwe I was on an elevator with 5 others who were all of one tribe talking among themselves; on the third floor a man from a different tribe entered, and the elevator went silent. Normal people relate to people of their own culture and economic station. There is no record in human history of a long term multicultural society existing for any major length of time. .



This liberal disease, this

This liberal disease, this "mea culpa," is how the right got right and the left got left. It is what supplies fuel to the Rush Limbaughs of the world, and what has contributed to the disempowerment of now three generations of African Americans. By treating people differently because of perceived lack of privilege, that underprivileged condition is perpetuated. By pretending that racism -- and even exploitation -- is a white disease (even though we white folks have done our looting and plundering on a larger scale), we excuse dysfunction on the part of "oppressed people" and consequently do those people a disservice. While the gains from being a "victim" may serve short term needs, long term it's the booby prize.



Some interesting comments.

Some interesting comments. As a white living in Indonesia, I find myself exposed to racism on a fairly regular basis. Not directed at me, particularly; but especially directed against the Chinese in this country. It would appear that former colonies of such mini-empires as the Dutch, have no qualms about adopting and adapting to the kind of racist hierarchical attitudes established by their conquerors.
The Dutch in Indonesia created a layered society, based on race, similar in many ways to the one they established in South Africa. Europeans at the top, followed by various 'coloured' races, gradated according to their skin darkness and their place of origin. At the bottom, the native people of Indonesia.
Now the Indonesians run their own country, and while the Chinese finally have some rights, they have become the target of economic resentment and racial bigotry. The riots of 1998 revealed this in no uncertain terms.
So yes, racism is not the exclusive preserve of white Europeans, and never has been. The Japanese and Chinese for centuries have found Europeans disgustingly dirty. They call us 'Round-eyes', not simply a descriptor, but a perjorative. Just as the Indonesians call us 'Bule', their word for Albino. In the case of the Indonesians it is, in fact, more of a decsriptor; but can be said with an intonation that clearly puts the word into a racist cast.
Human nature? To revile and despise those who are different from ourselves? Perhaps one could draw such a conclusion.



I once lived in a society

I once lived in a society where people were just people, regardless of how they looked or spoke. It was a hippie commune in Northern California in 1969 and 1970. I don't doubt that many of us came there influenced by prejudices taught to us by our communities of origin, but in sharing an adventurous outdoor life without electricity, running water, automobiles, and telephones, and that featured spontaneous gatherings to work in the community garden or build houses, or to share food and make music together, we got to know one another as friends. These friendships are deep; I communicate often with many of these people 40 years later.



Paul W. wrote, "Human

Paul W. wrote, "Human nature? To revile and despise those who are different from ourselves? Perhaps one could draw such a conclusion."

Almost four years ago I became disabled. Often, my disability is invisible, but I feel it deeply in my body. After walking two blocks I'm out of breath. I must do everything more slowly. My disability has diminished my income and ability to live a life most people take for granted. I experience pain 24/7. My doctor prescribed a disabled parking permit, which I use with gratitude. When I park, you wouldn't believe the stares and questioning looks, the smirks, the letters to the editor decrying these permits, the talk show hosts who wonder why we can't do our business in an hour like everyone else or else pay for it. What I am trying to say is, until I got sick, I looked at people and their disabilities and placards in the same way. We do not know how to walk in someone else's shoes until life puts us there. I think the idea of solipsism is a good one; it goes by another name: narcissism. If it's not in my head, it doesn't exist or matter. Empathy goes a long way in helping us do so. Not one of us wants to be the outsider, the loser, the left behind, the poor, the disabled. And when we feel bad, we blame someone else, as well. We disown everything we don't want to be and conveniently find a scapegoat who is too weak, too economically disadvantaged, too unloved and we exploit them or stick them with our self hatred. This is not limited to racism or sexism. It's personal become the political become the group.



Racism is like chicken pox,

Racism is like chicken pox, it never leaves your system. I was brought up in a very racist society and my recovery was long and included the last integrated march for civil rights in 1963. But still every once in a while I feel it stir, a moment of anxiety for no reason for instance recently when I met a good friend and person of color in a restaurant that was once for whites only. It doesn't happen often any more, and when it does now it amuses me. But racism lurks there in my blood just as chicken pox does.



Mike, Tom, and Steve kudos

Mike, Tom, and Steve kudos for you have it the mark. We now have a black President and I believe those drones in Iraq are still killing innocent civilians. But, as the libs declare, it is the White Racist Bush's fault. War is money. The only color people kill over.



I agree with some of the

I agree with some of the commenters more than with the author. I think there are degrees of racism and too many of us waste time flogging ourselves over what we do or don't do or think.

I know that racism exists in the U.S., but think it exists everywhere. As a whole society, I think the U.S. handles diversity, including sexual diversity, better than most places. Maybe the Scandinavian countries are better at it, but they're also smaller and less diverse than we are. I have to think about my daughter's wedding, which was attended by mostly white people, but also by Asian people, Black people, disabled people, gay people, straight people, religious people and agnostics. Everybody seemed to have a good time. The couple pledged their love under a Jewish wedding canopy made by the Protestant groom's father, then ate at buffet, which included lobster (definitely not kosher,) played whiffle ball and horseshoes, schmoozed, hiked around the island, lolled in the sunshine, watched the boats in Boston Harbor.

Yes, injustice and inequality exists, and yes, we should fight that whenever and wherever we can, including through our elected representatives; but we should also recognize that we don't have to agree on everything. We waste too much time fearing our differences and not enough time dancing together. The important thing is that we enjoy each other's company before we all die. A lot of the time, I think we do OK.



Excellent points Ed.

Excellent points Ed. Especially the bold idea you put forth that american foreign military (and often diplomatic) policy is racist at its roots. I wish more writers, pundits and us would point this out until it becomes a drumbeat, a primal cry for justice and solidarity and equality. A lot of democrats and few conservatives see or admit this truth and admit their ideas of rational "self-defense" are really ways to exploit and dominate people they deem inferior. God have mercy upon us for our part in this great evil.



This bears repeating:

This bears repeating: "White solipsism helps explain the foreign policy double standard which regards only political violence aimed at whites as "terrorism."" The comments surprise me. I expected more support for these ideas from truthout readers. However, I know that when one point of view is expressed, often people with the other point of view don't dare express themselves, which is why I make myself do so. The attitude that says white guilt is passe is as much a cop-out as calling anything PC. It's an excuse to continue discrimination. No, one shouldn't choose to feel so guilty that one is stuck and does nothing. But to then say that the corollary of that is to ignore the continued repression of certain groups is simply wrong. A cop-out, as I said. And just because a white person can be a victim of racism too-- and I know this very well, as the only white person in a poor black neighborhood, who is emotionally scarred and paralyzed by the simple-minded racist hatred of many of my neighbors-- doesn't erase the necessity of addressing the more conventional and insidious forms of racism. The fact is, the deaths of people of color are not as important to the majority of American society as those of whites. We mourn so much the deaths of 3,000 or 4,000 Americans and don't even report the deaths by our hands of 100,000 Iraqis. We redo the entire system of airport safety when one black man in an act of terrorism tries to blow up a plane, but do nothing and say barely anything about the act of terrorism when a white man crashes his plane into a public building. I have fought hard against racism in myself all my life and I have to admit, as the author does, that I am STILL part of the problem. I cannot root out all thoughts and thus actions which in some way discriminate against people of color. I admit this and I ask those who would dismiss it as "not being PC" if they are too cowardly to do it themselves.



Thanks for regurgitating the

Thanks for regurgitating the threadbare canon of "anti-racist" talking points, Natasha. Whites are a shrinking % of both the US and world populations. How many, including whites, think this is a bad thing, let alone complain or -- gasp! -- do something about it? The fed gov, through its redistributionist, immigration and “civil rights” policies, is manifestly anti-white, as is most of the MSN.

It’s the mindset cultivated by this environment that leads a white pro-life group to put up a billboard agonizing over the supposed "endangered species" status of blacks, when simple demographic facts shout otherwise, and says volumes about which groups are actually valued, and which are not.



This is hard! My daughter

This is hard! My daughter teaches at a college on an Indian reservation. Her little son attends head start. She sees the ravages of our racism where she teaches. There is a high incidence of asthma as a result of a nearby power plant that was sold to the tribe as "jobs" but they did not materialize and there is still over 80% unemployment. Hi rate of high school dropouts, high rate of incarceration. She teaches adult ed and young people come to her in orange jump suits. I think she does a pretty good job because she sees them as kids in need of being treated as human and able to see future in learning.
her little boy asks his mama "Am I the only blond boy?" he just needed information. that is okay.
We have so far to go. Let us hope.....



There was/is the reason for

There was/is the reason for the phrase: "Keep them separated".

Those whom dwell on gaining/achieving and keeping power know that the above phrase will not obtain such.



Alcoholics Anonymous is a

Alcoholics Anonymous is a nice fantasy when you don't ever live on the receiving end of someone else's ethnic hatreds and animosities. In which case, it seems like "racism" is only a *white* Euro-American phenomenon. Mexico, for example, is an extremely racist and classist society, much, much moreso in many respects than the U.S. With a lot of that and otherisms coming into the U.S. and the tune of "My name is so and so and I'm a racist -- and those who know the true faith -- must stand and proclaim themselves as such too in our church" -- well, the fact is, that guilt for sins for never committed (so often the case with most major religions) is apples for the pickin' for the unapologetic Mexican corruption coming in to the United States and against the interests of Americans. Am I a racist? No, I'm not, and sanity to me, is reflected in another person's ability to respect my right to speak my self. I DID go to integrated schools, I had some black teachers, I certainly had black friends, and friends are most often the greatest teachers we have in life. But I think we're really long past that period in history where everyone was intellectually masturbating their racism. It's good in some ways, but I also see it as holding us back as a nation when it comes to confronting certain problems -- oh gee, you must be a racist because, for example, you think Mexicans here illegally -- or on visas to support illegal immigration -- should be sent home. Now that's quite a stretch of the definition. It's become a cult movement of people groking together with any real self-examination. They are on the inside of their truism bubble that they carry everywhere, even in beautiful and extraordinary places like Israel. They never saw Israel because they were too busy groking in their truism bubble. Or .. consider health care anyone? Would you publicly cancel and burn your health insurance policy so that all Americans, including the greater percentages of minorities in substandard or no health care at all -- could have something as good as yours? The policy you're not brave enough to part with? Why not? Are you a racist? Can you see why?



To Ed Kinane, "You art

To Ed Kinane,
"You art not far from the Kingdom of God." Especially when you talk about empathy. Solipsism itself is not the problem. In fact, it makes sense. The problem with solipsism is if you think you're more important than what doesn't exist or anything else. If you think you matter more or are better than others, for any reason, then you're contributing to the problem and are far from the Kingdom of God.



Mike in NYC is so jealous of

Mike in NYC is so jealous of your rectitude, Ed, that the print fairly glows dayglo GREEN! The perfect opportunity for him to admit what a foul, loathesome waste of protoplasm he is, and he thinks he can lob back your Truth & Reconciliation Ownership, with his typical flaming and frothing ad hominem attacks; making it so obvious that he's a useless bigot, rather than stepping over the line to join the Human Race. I almost feel sorry for the idiot . . . almost . . . not there yet . . . anytime soon . . .



A Great Crime

A Great Crime Against Dark Skinned Citizens Of This Country is a medical crime of neglect.  At our high latitude in the U.S., the amount of Ultraviolet B radiation is much reduced, relative to the equatorial regions where dark skin evolved as a protection against sunburn (actually, it was white skin that evolved as a response to UVB deprivation as Man left Africa to more polar areas).  The nearly 100% incidence of vitamin D deficiency among the dark skinned individuals in this country has led to the very high incidences of cancer, autoimmune disease, diabetes, hypertension, endocrine disorders, osteoporosis that result.  How many African Americans and dark skinned Hispanics or East Indians or Native Americans are counseled to supplement with 5,000 iu of vitamin D3 daily and to give their children 2,000 iu per day, in lieu of equatorial sun? Practically no MD's give this vital advice for preventative medicine and those populations pay dearly.  It must also be asked how much of the lower scholastic performance of these populations is due to D deficiency in utero and during childhood - a known cause of reduced IQ and cognitive ability. To even ask that question is to invite being accused of being racist, despite the solid clinical evidence, so we can expect a continuation of the tragedy for some time - more cancer, diabetes, hypertension and rheumatoid arthritis for the dark skinned.  Fair skinned individuals are mostly deficient as well, due to the Nation's lifestyle of indoor work and sun avoidance obsession - ironically, lighter skinned people have a far higher incidence of cancer than they would if they got more sun, or supplemented their D3 orally, but not nearly as high as Blacks and Hispanics.